Mommy w/a story (Anonymous)

I went from the flat tummy, nicely shaped breast, no to mention a size 3. to findind out that my whole world was about to change…

9 mos. later, 70 lbs. later, a beautiful baby entered my life, forever changing it, and finally given it some meaning.. Needless to say I wasnt a size 3 anymore! I didnt start dieting, I thought that it would just fall off, lol. thats what I thought…thats not how it works. So, I began to get really depressed about this “new body”. Then, at a normal visit to the baby’s doctor, he said” she must undergo openheart surgery or not live a very long life, were talking months.” My heart sank. I hated this body, that gave me this precious life and she wasnt promised a tomorrow. How could I hate my body that had given me this is blessing?

Now shes 4 years old with a brother thats 16 mos., theyre both full of life! but, with my second pregnancy I learned you cant eat EVERYTHING!I only gained 20 lbs. I embrace every stretch mark and the saggy breasts. I earned thoses marks! I learn this is ME forever and I love myself but, I had to teach myself to do that. I just want women who have just had a baby, who feel hopeless and ugly, to look deep inside, theres the beauty and its on that tummy, those breast thats nursed your baby..


5 thoughts on “Mommy w/a story (Anonymous)

  • Tuesday, March 20, 2007 at 6:08 pm

    Your words are so true and powering. You and your daughter are very beautiful, I can see she illuminates with life. You are truly blessed.

  • Wednesday, March 21, 2007 at 6:35 am

    Lovely children! I’m glad you learned to love yourself – I hope your beautiful babies learn that same lesson about themselves, sooner rather than later. Best wishes!

  • Wednesday, March 21, 2007 at 8:54 am

    Your post made me cry. That is truly beautiful! Thank you for sharing!

  • Wednesday, March 21, 2007 at 9:12 am

    Thanks for reminding us of what’s important.

  • Thursday, March 22, 2007 at 3:08 pm

    That picture of your little girl is precious. It made me smile and laugh out loud. Such confidence!

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