I went from the flat tummy, nicely shaped breast, no to mention a size 3. to findind out that my whole world was about to change…
9 mos. later, 70 lbs. later, a beautiful baby entered my life, forever changing it, and finally given it some meaning.. Needless to say I wasnt a size 3 anymore! I didnt start dieting, I thought that it would just fall off, lol. thats what I thought…thats not how it works. So, I began to get really depressed about this “new body”. Then, at a normal visit to the baby’s doctor, he said” she must undergo openheart surgery or not live a very long life, were talking months.” My heart sank. I hated this body, that gave me this precious life and she wasnt promised a tomorrow. How could I hate my body that had given me this is blessing?
Now shes 4 years old with a brother thats 16 mos., theyre both full of life! but, with my second pregnancy I learned you cant eat EVERYTHING!I only gained 20 lbs. I embrace every stretch mark and the saggy breasts. I earned thoses marks! I learn this is ME forever and I love myself but, I had to teach myself to do that. I just want women who have just had a baby, who feel hopeless and ugly, to look deep inside, theres the beauty and its on that tummy, those breast thats nursed your baby..