when i first became pregnant the first thing i worried about was the fetus, as the pregnancy went on i worried about the high dose of vitamin A i was taking, then I worried about the low dose of folic acid i was consuming, then i worried about my small “bump”, then i worried about too much movement, not enough movement, fetal alcohol syndrom, if somehow i could give birth to an african american child and have no explanation since the father is Jewish, then i worried about dehydration, then i worried about losing amniotic fluid, THEN i wondered, “HOLY CRAP, what if my body never regains shape, and my vagina is forever a huge black hole, and my uterus falls out of my vagina after birth”. this is when i stumbled across this magnificent website. i saw bodies changed, i saw bodies unchanged, but what i’ve seen most of is how this whole process turn one woman into SUPER WOMAN, this is why i stay less focused on the actual shape i’m in and more focused on how much in shape i actually am, 20lbs over weight or 20lbs underweight, damn i am in shape, my mind has endured over a year of sleep deprivation, my breasts have been bitten and pulled like a chew toy, my sexual drive has gone from wow till null, till wow till null. and after all this i have more respect for mothers than ever imagined. and the shape im in is fantastic, its that of a mother. im sharing pictures, but tis less besides the point to me as ive stated. and when time are rough and your down on yourself just remember to give yourself time to heal, it take a full 18 months to fully recover form a pregnancy, honestly, breastfeed if you have the choice and enjoy your new family

5 thoughts on “Sady

  • Monday, January 3, 2011 at 9:48 am

    What an outlook!! I really enjoyed your posting and your now changed outlook. You look wonderful and I am sure you a wonderful mommy.

  • Monday, January 3, 2011 at 2:24 pm

    You look really fantastic! Congrats! :D And that’s so right… “the shape im in is fantastic, its that of a mother.”

  • Tuesday, January 4, 2011 at 9:33 am

    Your very lucky your body looks very beautiful.

  • Sunday, January 30, 2011 at 9:55 am

    great post and you look beautiful!

  • Wednesday, June 22, 2011 at 10:59 am

    breast twins! you look great!

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