4 birth children, 5 adopted children, ages 17-11.
pregnancy number 5, 7.5 months!
As a teenager, I remember distinctly saying I would never ever have children. I still sometimes wake up and wonder what exactly happened? My mission for my adult life has been to be a child advocate and take in children who were in foster care like I was as a kid. I would not change a thing. However, being pregnant at 38 is much different from 19, I have found out. Not that it was super easy at a younger age, I just have enjoyed being a “younger” mom and sometimes being mistaken for my older daughter’s sister rather than mom. I wonder how my tenth child will feel when I am showing up to his high school games looking like a little granny, well I probably will be a granny and have some grandkids in tow more than likely. Not that I really care, I will yell till my dentures hurt probably.
I was very intrigued coming across your site, as I have been reading in my “free” time about the recent onslaught of media and celebrity pregnancies, browsing through sites and looking at airbrushed photos of the “stars” on covers of recent mags bearing all in their pregnancies. No one really can get away from looking like humpty dumpty I have decided, and I say that in a good way. I almost decorated my stomach as an Easter egg this past holiday but did not have enough energy. Every pregnancy I have been anemic, a little challenge with a brood at home.
With 4 teenage daughters my hope for them is to be able to love their bodies, through their lifetimes as they change from girls to women. A VERY difficult thing to do in today’s society of plastic. I applaud every woman who has taken the moment to share her story, her tribulations and excitement on her gift of life. I have my own worries as becoming a mother to 10 children and raising my new son, I would love to be free of blue veins, ( I have had a botched vein removal, and hemorrhoid surgery- owie!!!) and to have my breasts back to the size they were in high school. No one told me that breastfeeding would cause my breasts to get smaller, lol. And after 4 children treating me as a cow, it saddens me that I have been the smallest cup size in the house, going from a C cup to an AA cup. After this 5th bout of breastfeeding I think I will just have 2 nipples probably. That is a downside of what happens but I am okay with it, and excited to be able to experience the intimate time of breastfeeding again with my soon to be born child.
To be pregnant is one of the most amazing wonders of the world, to feel like your body is overcome by some alien being who you love and dream about before you meet their tiny eyes. To sacrifice your vanity to bring a blessing into the world. Nothing comes close in my opinion. All that said I will be a little insecure when summer comes and finding a swimsuit. I love the sun, summer and water. I remind myself no matter what I am thoroughly blessed to have my children, a wonderful committed partner who will be an amazing father to this little one, and jeans in the back of the closet will fit again someday. I will just have to have patience on when that someday actually turns out to be.
Keep your heads up and your hearts open… beautiful women we all are, all shapes and sizes, changed bodies and all!
“A mother’s joy begins when new life is stirring inside… when a tiny heartbeat is heard for the very first time, and a playful kick reminds her that she is never alone“ By Author Unknown
4 thoughts on “Mother to 10! (Anonymous)”
Wow, you look amazing after 10 babies!!
Thank you for your heartwarming post! It made me feel like with my 2 monsters, that I *will* make it and that I *am* a good mother. Belated congrats on the pregnancy and keep on truckin’! :)
You don’t look old enough to have teenagers! :) Good for you for adopting, too. I’d love to myself one day. Congratulations on your upcoming birth!!! Sounds like you’re a pro already. ;)
Kate, 5 are adopted lol. It is not easy and I do miss being able to wear tiny trendy clothes…itsa real bother to have your legs and everything achy all the time but worth it as far as I am concerned. We all leave some sort of imprint on this world when we are gone and it is so easy to be swept up by media, and society’s skewed bogus ideals! Our children are the legacy we leave, and mothers are the heros for sure in my eyes.
Adoption is great however you still end up with some scars, I have a few bite marks..baaaahaaaa:)