I was 14 when I had my first baby, a boy. My love for him was so strong, the bond we shared was built on the understanding between us that we would say goodbye to one another and the faith that we would meet again.I became a birth mother. Every thought I have, He is there echoing each one. I am now almost 22 years old and 24 weeks pregnant with another boy. the emotions I feel with this baby are so different. I know that this time I will watch him grow, his father and I. I will change his diaper and soothe his cries. I will be there to see him smile for the first time, and it will be me he smiles at! I will help him take his first steps, I will know the sound of his laughter and He will call ME Mother….My Samuel….God has heard.