I see a woman with a stunningly beautiful smile and glowing skin. You have a gorgeous face and you look so beautiful with your son.
As far as comparing yourself to celebrities goes, I’ve been there. Keep reminding yourself that he chose YOU. He loves you and only you. The media constantly bombards us with images of unrealistic, unattainable bodies. These women are airbrushed and photographed in the most attractive lighting. Thanks to Photoshop, they look better on the pages of a magazine than they do in real life. And, remember that they have professional make-up artists, hair stylists, trainers, chefs, and nannies at their disposal. Not to mention that some of them have had plastic surgery. Remember not to compare yourself to an unrealistic Photoshopped image!
You are a beautiful woman and a wonderful mother! Make a list of your good qualities and remind yourself every day! Another thing that may help– I did this with my husband awhile back– is to ask your boyfriend to write down all the things he likes about you. When you are feeling upset, pull out the list and believe what you read.