I think you SHOULD go to the dr. Not for antidepressants but for CBT. You are having receptive obsessive thoughts that have no constructive outcome and you can’t possibly move on and decide whether you want to have surgery without sorting out your mind. You have done an amazing thing growing and bringing up 2 children and you deserve to be happy! I think you do sound depressed and you need treatment for that. It’s likely to be post natal depression. CBT is cognitive behavioural therapy and is free on the NHS and can truly change the way you think and feel about yourself. Good luck xxx
I think you SHOULD go to the dr. Not for antidepressants but for CBT. You are having receptive obsessive thoughts that have no constructive outcome and you can’t possibly move on and decide whether you want to have surgery without sorting out your mind. You have done an amazing thing growing and bringing up 2 children and you deserve to be happy! I think you do sound depressed and you need treatment for that. It’s likely to be post natal depression. CBT is cognitive behavioural therapy and is free on the NHS and can truly change the way you think and feel about yourself. Good luck xxx
Sorry that should say repetitive obsessive thoughts