hi all i posted before here. just thought i would do you an update. I’m still breastfeeding, im still padded and probably will continue to be until i stop breastfeeding. I am however at peace with myself.I will get back to be being in shape again, but until then i have a wonderful husband that love me the way i am and two very gorgeous boys whom i love with all my heart. I was so miserable and insecure before but now im happy with myself.It can be done.To all the mothers every where, you are all beautiful!