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Three Months After My Angel (Anonymous)

my life was one big nightmare i had a very bad dad who verbally and physically abused me and growing uo in a environment like that i felt really low. one day i snapped and tried taking the only way out by trying suicide b/c i had no reason to live. the day i found out i was pregnant i was in love. my purpose in this life was to make sure my lil angel had a great life and i am gonna do everything in my power to make sure of that. the day i had my son my heart melted i never loved someone so much so fast. i believe god sent him to me to show me that miracle’s happen and i do have a purpose. i am a mother and that to me is the most wonderful thing in this world. i don’t really like the way my body looks that much but i have alot of respect for it. my body made a beautiful angel i love my son zachariah and am looking forward to the adventures with him.

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  • Claudia Wednesday, August 20, 2008, 3:19 pm

    Dear Anonymous,
    Your little Zachariah looks soooooo beautiful, he’s truly an angel. I feel very moved by your letter and hope you’ll find a way out from the abuse you are suffering. I know it’s easier said than done, but you and your child deserve better. Social services and/or your church can help (I’m sure you know this already). For the love of Zachariah, please do go and ask for help, especially if you feel depressed and suicidal.

    Take good care,


  • mrs. petunia Wednesday, August 20, 2008, 6:20 pm

    What a beautiful baby and mother! Your stomach is actually quite flat and you have such a nice waist. As for the stretch marks-ah well they’ll fade. Also, your story is an inspiration. I hope you continue to feel the joy and hope you so obviously deserve.

  • Samantha Wednesday, August 20, 2008, 7:12 pm

    Wow! Your belly looks just like mine!!

  • Shelly Thursday, August 21, 2008, 2:47 pm

    You look great and your baby is so beautiful!

  • Gina Thursday, August 21, 2008, 5:53 pm

    AWWW… So happy for you and your beautiful son! Stay gold!!!

  • Saidah Friday, August 22, 2008, 11:02 am

    Your stretch marks look like a tree and branches right in the middle of your belly! They’re actually quite cool looking.

  • Jennifer Tuesday, August 26, 2008, 5:33 pm

    Your stretchmarks almost look like they are in the shape of a heart. How fitting. :)
    I hope that you are on your way to healing now from the abuse and to having a beautiful life with your little boy. Congratulations on your new life with your baby boy. :)

  • TANYA Tuesday, August 26, 2008, 6:08 pm

    Your stretch marks look like a flaming heart. They are beautiful and so is your baby.

  • elle_anon Sunday, August 31, 2008, 12:24 pm

    I’ve looked at several posts and this is the first one I’ve felt compelled to respond to.

    Your baby is beautiful and so are you! It seems, from your letter, that you’re well on your way to healing from the abuse you suffered and although raising a child is wonderful, I think life has much more in store for you than you think. You will find that you have many purposes in life, raising a child is just a very important one of many, and may this opportunity give you the courage to reach out and discover all of them.

    Best of luck to you, and really, your son seems like such a joy. I can’t get over his laughing smile!

    Oh, and ynd your stomach isn’t bad at all. You look better than I do and I haven’t even had a child! lol.

  • Ashley Thursday, September 11, 2008, 6:11 pm

    you my darling..are a yummy mummy!
    your baby boy is just beautiful!he is so lucky to have such a loving mama!
    be proud.

    *I have been where you have been.
    I still struggle with depression,but my son gives me the strength to keep on.

  • vickie Monday, September 15, 2008, 10:46 pm

    Your baby is adorable

  • sandy Wednesday, October 8, 2008, 1:01 pm

    I felt compelled to write to you as I too had my first child at 20 with an abusive man.
    I too fell completely in love with my little Paige. I have never regretted having her and choosing to raise her. She is an amazing,beautiful little 11 yr old now and I could not be prouder.
    I left her birth dad when she was 3 mos old and I have never looked back.
    I am happy to say I have been married to a wonderful man for the past 9 yrs who is kind and caring. I feel blessed.
    My only advice I would give is to follow your gut and trust yourself. We are all stronger than we know and if you make room in your life for better things, I promise you, they will come.
    Blessings and love

  • rose Thursday, November 20, 2008, 6:47 pm

    wow, im so sorry to hear you were treated so badly, but its good to know thats no longer happening to you. you are such a strong and beautiful woman! Ive been there before and have just wanted to die, and i feel the same, that being a mother has given me a purpose in this life, and i know i was meant ro be a mother and thats why im here still. your son will be forever greatful to you for loving him and doing the best job you can for him. its obvious that he is your main priority in life and that you would do anything for him. thats what i call a mother. what a beautiful baby. congratulations and good luck with your futire and his! remember you are beautiful and deserve the world!

  • sandrar Thursday, September 10, 2009, 6:34 am

    Hi! I was surfing and found your blog post… nice! I love your blog. :) Cheers! Sandra. R.

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