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My Story (Anonymous)

March 29, 2011

I have always been worried about the day I would find out I was pregnant. Not because I didn’t want a baby or a joy in my life but I had always felt insecure about my weight. I come from a family where weight was a big issue and both me and my brother were little fat kids growing up. In high school, I changed that and lost 80 pounds and felt wonderful. I met my husband and we dated. Throughout our relationship, he had never had to worry about weight but I did and I failed. I ballooned back up from stress, a sit down job, and falling back into habits. I am 6’0 tall and I was down to 209 (which was skinny for me) and now pregnant at 260 pounds. We got married 7 months ago and I am now 4 months pregnant. I am so glad that the “nightmares” I had about pregnancy and weight gain are steady for now. Knowing my mom had gained 70 pounds in a pregnancy scared me. I have actually taken this opportunity to get healthier with foods and not being able to eat a whole lot now has allowed me to loose 13 pounds (of course not by choice). I am to the point where I am getting depressed about my body even more since my belly is pulling forward more and that has always been an insecurity anyways. My clothes are limited now and it is hard to be a plus sized pregnant woman. As if I didn’t already have a hard time shopping for clothes, now it’s even more selected in what I can buy. My husband is one who keeps me going because he has never judged me or made fun of me and especially now, emotionally, any little thing can make or brake me. I would love to share photos but I can only tell I have a “baby bump” when I am laying down so maybe in my further months I would love to share. I am trying to make the best of this and give myself the opportunity to prep myself and my family for a better and healthier life style. It may sound odd, but I think I have gained a motivation to do better with my health now that I am pregnant and I would love to finish my weight loss goal and this time, FINISH. I am hoping my little baby will be my inspiration.

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3 Responses to “My Story (Anonymous)”

  1. mrspetunia Says:
    March 30th, 2011 at 7:12 pm

    I hope this pregnancy goes well. It sounds like you have the right attitude and congratulations on your commitment to a healthy lifestyle. As you know, both you and baby will benefit!

  2. Ana Says:
    April 2nd, 2011 at 8:59 pm

    You will find so much strength and motivation you will be surprised. :) You can totally do it.

  3. mallory Says:
    April 5th, 2011 at 7:23 pm

    I know how you feel all too well. I was 230 lbs when I got.pregnant. I was very sick and lost 30 lbs in the beginning but you still couldn’t tell I was preggers. It gets much better once your belly starts to grow. I actually felt more comfortable when I was nine months Prego than I do now since towards the end of the pregnancy I gained it all back then some. Enjoy this time and don’t be too hard on are growing a little miracle.


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