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Here We Go Again (Anonymous)

July 15, 2013

Round 2…. as the bell dings in my head im prepared to fight, unfortunately, my inner self on what most of us on here know as that little voice that says, ” your body is ruined now…look at all those stretch marks…do my boobs really hang that low…how is that even possible?” yes that dreaded post partum voice. It isn’t easy to get on here and to share how I really feel deep down.. that dark inner part of me I don’t want anyone to see. Because then they would see just how much I hate myself. Im scared of what this second pregnancy will bring..how many more stretch marks will I have..how much more will my boobs sag..will I have a stomach that will forever hang=??? I know it isn’t healthy and the thought of letting my loved ones in enough to see this hurt would worry them and why let others hurt along with me? This isnt their battle…so instead I will just share anon on here with all you beautiful woman. Whats sad is I look on here I get frustrated with these posts..I say to myself..”She has no reason to hate herself ..that body is beautiful..one of a womans!!” but who am I to say what these woman should hate or not? Lol not only do I have a deep self hate but clearly I am a pretty big hypocrite …(by now yall are probably thinking this woman shouldn’t be left to care for anyone lol) but all joking aside this website is my rock..well aside From God..i guess I should say my rock of selfishness, since im only focusing so hard on the outside. This is my pregnant body…I love it one day..hate it just the next.. I love the little life inside that im holding but hate the outside appearance and scared I will forever be a fat stretched saggy lump of skin that will turn away my husband to a greener (hotter) pasture. So with all this being said Thank you!! Tahnk you to everyone who has ever posted on here and the biggest thank you to woman who created it!!

Age : 25
Pregnancies : 2
Oldest child age : 6
Current pics right now are 6 months pregnant..

first one was CS and I will be having a CS with the second.

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9 Responses to “Here We Go Again (Anonymous)”

  1. Natalie Says:
    July 15th, 2013 at 10:25 am

    Hate is a strong word. I mean if you really really think about it do you honestly HATE how you look? Sometimes I get upset about how I look, or don’t like how my body looks. But hate… that’s being cruel to yourself. You look wonderful, very womanly. Just how it should be.

  2. Madderakka Says:
    July 15th, 2013 at 4:59 pm

    Wow, your second to last sentence is pretty harsh. Why do you feel so badly about yourself and why do you think so little of your husband?

    You’re not jumping on every guy that looks better than your husband, so why do you expect that of him? If his actions show this is how he feels, then respect yourself enough to leave. If not, then you are doing a huge disservice to your husband and men in general.

  3. Laura Says:
    July 15th, 2013 at 6:06 pm

    Wow you have great curves! And your belly looks so small for being 6 months pregnant. Not to mention I don’t even SEE any stretch marks on your stomach. Sometimes we are our own worst enemies. If I were you I’d stop hating my body and focus on loving life. After all, that’s what we’re here for!

  4. mrspetunia Says:
    July 16th, 2013 at 11:48 am

    I think some of the comments you’ve gotten on here haven’t been very supportive and for that I’m sorry. I don’t believe that you’re being disrespectful to your husband, and certainly not to men in general, by questioning whether your husband will remain faithful. You are just expressing how insecure you feel about yourself. I’m also very sorry that you often hate your body, that is such a miserable feeling to live with and you don’t deserve it. I think you look absolutely fabulous, womanly, and strong. I wish you the very best with this pregnancy and hope that you can find some way to love yourself because you, my dear, truly deserve it. HUGS!

  5. Rachel Says:
    July 17th, 2013 at 9:13 pm

    Fight the self hate! You are a woman and a mother, that is something special and lovely! Honestly as this website shows, you look great, and absolutely normal. Best wishes with your pregnancy.

  6. Adrian Says:
    July 21st, 2013 at 4:32 pm

    I’m genuinely confused that you can find anything to dislike about your appearance. You look like a perfectly normal pregnant lady so maybe something is causing you to view pregnancy as unattractive?

  7. sarah Says:
    July 24th, 2013 at 9:27 pm

    You look gorgeous!! I have the exact same body shape as you but with tiny boobs :( You look terrific!!!

  8. Monique Says:
    July 25th, 2013 at 9:22 am

    Read the post and then scrolled down to the pictures, had to actually reload the page because i thought what I was reading then seeing didn’t match. You are GORGEOUS!!!!

  9. Jo Jo Says:
    February 19th, 2014 at 4:04 am

    Wow, what a set of pictures you have submitted! What a goddess! Love your body, your breasts and that ass, wow!!!

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