I was 21 years old when I found out that my boyfriend at the time and I would be expecting our first child. We then found out that it was twins!! natural twins! I of course wasn’t prepared at all to be a mother OR a wife and before I knew it, it happened so fast. During my pregnancy I was on bed rest from 27wks-32wks when I delivered. I found this site and it helped me more than you know. I started getting stretch marks that got worse and worse by the week and everytime I looked in the mirror I cried. Since I was only 117lbs when I got pregnant my body had to stretch SOO much to fit my little babies in there. The first two months after my twins were born were probably the worst. I’m tearing up right now just thinking about it! I felt soo incredibly blessed to have such beautiful, healthy babies but deep down hated myself with a passion. There were days that I didn’t want to live, which is very unlike the old me. I think every day gets easier now. I think I accept me now. It’s hard to tell from the pictures that I actually use to model! lol.. I was reading another girls post on this website and she said, “I have the rest of my life to worry about my body but my kids are only little once”!! I repeat that to myself every day so thank you for whoever that was. I’ve also seen where a lot of women have said how their husbands or boyf.s tell them how beautiful they are, no matter what and even find them just as sexy. I wish I could say the same, b/c my husband doesn’t even look at me anymore. I could go on and on about my body but the main thing is, my babies make me happier than my stomache ever did! I’m so blessed to have them.